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Saturday, July 04, 2009

WHAT A DIFFERENCE THE AGE MAKES AND WHAT A DIFFERENCE WHO THE FRIEND IS!!


The Road Of Life
At first, I saw God as my observer, my judge, keeping track of the things I did wrong, so as to know whether I merited heaven or hell when I die. He was out there sort of like a president. I recognized His picture when I saw it, but I really didn't KNOW Him.
But later on when I met Christ, it seemed as though life were rather like a bike ride, but it was a tandem bike, and I noticed Christ was in the back helping me pedal.
I don't know just when it was that He suggested we change places, but life has not been the same since. When I had control, I knew the way. It was rather boring, but predictable. . . It was the shortest distance between two points.
But when He took the lead, He knew delightful long cuts, up mountains, and through rocky places at breakneck speeds, it was all I could do to hang on! Even though it looked like madness, He said, "Pedal!"
I worried and was anxious and asked, "Where are you taking me?" He laughed and didn't answer, and I started to learn trust.
I forgot my boring life and entered into the adventure. And when I'd say, "I'm scared," He'd lean back and touch my hand.
He took me to people with gifts that I needed, gifts of healing, acceptance and joy. They gave me gifts to take on my journey, my Lord's and mine.
And we were off again. He said, "Give the gifts away; they're extra baggage, too much weight." So I did, to the people we met, and I found that in giving I received, and still our burden was light.
I did not trust Him, at first, in control of my life. I thought He'd wreck it; but He knows bike secrets, knows how to make it bend to take sharp corners, knows how to jump to clear high rocks, knows how to fly to shorten scary passages.
And I am learning to shut up and pedal in the strangest places, and I'm beginning to enjoy the view and the cool breeze on my face with my delightful constant companion, Jesus Christ.
And when I'm sure I just can't do anymore, He just smiles and says. . . "Pedal."--- Author Unknown ---

This past week for a few days I have been at the bedside of my sister who had a stroke a little over a week ago. It is a very hard thing to see, when a person whom you have known all her life, have changed her diapers, cleaned her nose, held her hand as she went to first grade. Oh, so many things that make you know, really know a person. When that person thinks that you are someone else and doesn't even know your name, She doesn't know the year or how many brothers and sisters she has. Time to time with a clearer mind she would say, "Of course, I know who you are, You are Connie," and with a smile on her face squeeze my hand.

Oh, how precious the Lord is, in times like these. He gives us a strength that we never knew we had, a courage that comes directly from him. We see His healing touch in every moment that she breathes. We do not know what His will is for her yet, but we rest comfortably in knowing that she, is in His will. That trust is what sees us through.

In my young life, I never had such strength or courage or faith that His will was being done. I am thankful for the wisdom that He has given to me over the years. I see more and more the value in having years added to your life. You understand so much more and you have an eternity perspective in all that happens in your life. You are not stuck so much on the here and now or the what or wherefores. I am so thankful that God has brought me this far. I have so much more peace in giving Him my burdens and fears in life rather than me having the control over my life and its circumstances, that I once thought that I so desperately needed.

I would ask you to keep my sister in your prayers. She is precious to me but oh so much more to the Lord. When I look at her, I see an answer from the Lord. I know that I will learn much through this as will she. It will make us both more like the Him. I know that He is getting us ready for when we come to live for Him in eternity. Jean, I praying that God blesses you today and that you feel his touch in a very mighty way, that His will be done in both of our lives and that we will use those lives to bring glory and honor to Him in some way. connie

15 comments:

HOPE said...

Oh dear Connie...I will pray for your sister..how I wish I could be near by to hold YOUR hand..you are such a lovely lady..thank you for the wonderful post.

Yes...as we age..you said it perfectly. I too thank the LORD for the years of age that help us see HIM that much more.

God bless you with comfort at this time and for your dear sweet sister to know you are there each visit.

HOPE~

HOPE said...

I also wanted to THANK YOU for praying for my sone over the past 15 months..he has returned HOME from the war safe and sound...


Love..HOPE~

CONNIE'S THOUGHTS FROM THE HEART said...

Dear Hope and it would be a blessing to have you near by but I will be grateful for your prayers. Thank you for your kind and thoughtful words. They have touched my heart. connie

CONNIE'S THOUGHTS FROM THE HEART said...

Oh, dear Hope, that is WONDERFUL NEWS and it has made my day. I am so thrilled when I hear that God has answered such important prayers. May your son have continued safty and blessings for all that he has done is serving our country. I am so happy. connie

Michelle said...

Your sister will be in my prayers. What a bittersweet time.

Candy-Faith said...

Dear Sweet Connie,
I am continuing to keep your sister and your family in my prayers.
Love and gentle hugs,
Candy

Cathy said...

Praying for you and your dear sister, Connie ~ I'm glad she knew you!

Seeking Grace on the Narrow Path said...

Connie,
I will pray for your sister and her sweet sister Connie. She is blessed to have a sister as wonderful as you.
Your sister in Christ,
Bren

ancient one said...

Praying for your sister...

Maxine said...

I know of so many needy saints, lying on the bed of affliction these days. Praying the Lord will be with your sister, draw near to her heart, comfort her and heal her. May He help you through this, Connie. He often leads through rocky paths, doesn't He?

CONNIE'S THOUGHTS FROM THE HEART said...

Dear Michele, Things are not any worse for my sister. She is still in Defib but they are giving her meds to keep her blood thin, They can't shock her heart right now. Thanks so much for your prayers. connie

CONNIE'S THOUGHTS FROM THE HEART said...

Dear Candy, you are so sweet. Thank you so much for the prayers and the gentle hugs. I can feel them both. connie

CONNIE'S THOUGHTS FROM THE HEART said...

Dear Bren, thank you so much for praying for my sister and for me. I appreciate it so much. I am the blessed one, having Jean for one of my sisters. connie

CONNIE'S THOUGHTS FROM THE HEART said...

Dear Ancient One, we have felt those prayers. Thank you so much. connie

CONNIE'S THOUGHTS FROM THE HEART said...

Dear Maxine, thank you very much. Yes, it seems that the way through the Rocky paths are the ones that the Lord thinks I am in need of at this time in my life. I have appreciated each one. I have learned many things while going this way. One of the most important things, I know the power of prayer and I am so grateful to have praying friends. Among those is where you always are. connie